You said that you would sacrifice it all
it felt strange, I felt so small
No one had ever said that they cared,
so you must understand that I was scared

I was afraid of the feelings I had inside
I could only run away and try to hide
It didn’t succeed, I think I failed
I only got trapped in my inside jail

When I now question myself, I’m not surprised to find
I want you to be the lover of mine
I hope you understand, I hope it becomes clear
you’re the only one I will allow to come near

But I have to accept that what could have been "us" is over
It’s just a memory when I now look over my shoulder.