I don't think this is any fun,
that's why I'm taking up the gun
Or should I use the kitchen knife?
Is it a better way to end my life?
Maybe I should let it be
and close my eyes so that I won't see
My life that is a horror scene
or maybe just a terrible dream
Anyway, I'd like it to end
just so I don't have to pretend
That my life is something worth
when all it does is bring me hurt
No, I don't want to be a pretender
now I'm going to surrender
So that I don't have to fight
I'm going to do the thing that's right
Tomorrow I'll leave my life behind
and I don't think somebody will mind
Then you'll know how I feel
and that I have eaten my last meal
You'll understand that I wanted to be loved
when I'm sitting up there, smiling with God.