Now I want to become one
my journey to heaven has only begun
There I will see the people I knew
with them a life, beginning a new
I can forget all that has been
all the people, everything I've seen
There I can begin a whole new life
I will no longer live in strife

Everything up there seems so bright,
but here, everything's as dark as night
That's why I'm leaving this all behind,
I've always felt I'm an other kind

Now I'm only one step away,
and only you can make me stay
But I know that us two it will never be
so I guess you'll be surprised tomorrow when you see
That I've said goodbye to this short life
and have let blood fall on a suicide knife.